Finally!!!my sore throat have recover..now left with cough..hahaha...
these two days have been coming home real late! cos fri went gathering with the moviefreaks at changi airport and yesterday went to watch ndp preview..so today have to stay at home to finish all my assignments..last friday went out with the moviefreaks for gathering and we went to the changi airport!spent quite a lot of money there cos we ate fish&co. and it cost me about $16+..but luckily the the food was quite nice if not will waste my money lor..we also saw mrs mohan there but she didn't notice us at first until when we walked over to her then she recognised us..chatted with her about our new school life for a while and we went to the viewing tower to view planes.but it was a disappointment cos they extended the viewing tower out so we couldn't see clearly any of the plane.so we just sat down there taking photos and gen used my laptop to do her autocad homework...we sat there till about 9+ and we actually planned to go starbucks to drink coffee since me and huiyun still haven use the vouchers that they have gave us during our birthday.but there was a lot of people so we went to mac to eat ice-cream!after that went home and it was already 11+pm....
and omg,yesterday the ndp parade is real nice!!although yesterday was only the preview,but the atmosphere at the stadium was like it was the actual day! everything went on smoothly and i like the part of the fireworkss...really nice lor!but the other part of the parade was also very nice lah!haha...enjoy it alot!thanks to huiyun for giving one of her ticket...so after the parade,went to meet eileen and her friends to go home together and i think i got sunburn abit already cos yesterday when we take train back,eileen say my face like quite red..i think is because of the sun during the netball tournament and the parade is real hot(not because there was a lot of 'shuai ge' at the stadium there hor)hahaha... will try to upload the photos that we have taken at the ndp preview when i get it from huiyun...but will upload some of the photos that we moviefreaks have taken during last friday's outing later...
"LIFE IS NEVER EVER FAIR!!"
1:53 PM
OMG!!
i am still sick and it's getting worse.when am i going to recover?today have sports n wellness and CATS.and sports n wellness is going to kill me lor...the coach keep asking me to shoot and i really CAN'T shoot!the ball is always going out of the ring when i shoot and we are going to have a netball tournament this sat.can't imagine wat is going to happen..so no choice have to skip one violin practice this sat.for CATS,today is more relax cos we have finished presenting last week.so today we jus see the other groups presenting..haha...and CATS is ending next week!haha...enough of thinking already!but heard that we will be changing IS class next semester.i dun wan it cos i dun wanna be in a class full of strangers again!just pray hard that we will not be changing ba..hahaha...so after class,went to eat KFC with tinghui and i am eating those fried foods when i am having sore throat..haha...mum scolded me when i told her wat i ate and she say 'dunno how to take care of urself when u are sick ar?'haha...feel so guilty to my health lah!and damn shit i haven finish my ITA homework which are due tml...haiz!!how ar?i dunno how to do sia...haha...no use saying it here cos nobody is gonna help me with it...lolz!
"SOMETIMES I MIGHT BE SAYING WORDS THAT HURT U ALL,BUT I REALLY DUN MEAN IT!THOSE HURTING WORDS JUST COME OUT FROM MY MOUTH UNINTENTIONALLY!SO SORRY IF I REALLY HURT ANY OF U..."
10:02 PM
I'M SICK AGAIN!!
haiz...having flu and sorethroat again..it's making me feeling very terrible!just hope that i can recover fast..this morning was quite bad for me cos the btc tutorial was cancelled but after i went out of home then i received the message from tinghui..so no choice but to go to school early.went with huiyun cos eileen overslept,so she asked us to go to school without her first!reached school at about 10.40am,so sitted around with huiyun and then went to blk 34 to wait for eileen.i thought that i was the earliest to reach school but then saw rebecca and xinyu reach already.so sitted with them.haha...and rebecca was seeing some "porn" videos...lolz..nv share with me ya!hahaha..so after eileen reach already,we went to king albert's park to eat mac.and some funny things happen to us.firstly,hamizah called us and i answered the phone and she asked where we are.but it was so noisy,so she couldn't hear us clearly and she thought that we was at bird park..hahaha...and then after eating finish, we went out of the shopping centre and when we walk pass some stones,we thought that there was some statues lying there.but then we got a shock when we suddenly saw the statue moving.we turned around and realise that that was not a statue but is a human sleeping there.and omg the two of us jumped up lor..what a funny day we have.so after going back to school,attended poa tutorial and ids.and we have to do some mini project for ids which requires us to design a room.but it's better than having exam for ids lah!haha..so after that, attended BE meeting for around 1 hr and we were allowed to go home.so now here i am at home blogging.haha..haiz..tml still have sports n wellness and CATS.just wanna all this to end fast.
"I JUST WANNA KNOW HOW YOU ARE FEELING!"
9:05 PM
wooolala...
time for blogging!!haha..yesterday and today is quite good cos we only attend school for a short period of time.actually yesterday school should end at 5pm.but mes tutorial and lecture was cancelled because mr soo was on mc..so lessons was cancelled and we are allowed to go home at 12pm.but have to wait for ivan to send his 'laopo' to the the technician to repair which make us wait until 2pm.and then after that,we took bus to the chevrons to play bowling.and it was actually the first time tat i am playing bowl...haha...at first me and tinghui watch eileen and ivan play cos i dun wanna waste money playing when i know that i will be scoring zero for the whole game.haha...but then see them play like very fun,so join them too..and it was true that i was scoring zero for the first few games,the ball was always going down into the drain.so paiseh!haha..but after the teaching from eileen and ivan,finally there was some improvement and i actually scored a strike during one of the throws!haha...YEAH!!! thanks guys for teaching me:) after that,went to take train home and we meet huiyun at dover to go home together..
today,lesson also end early cos we only have lectures for 4 hrs.it was quite boring!imagine sitting inside for four hours listening to the lecturer teaching...it can really make you sleep!i'm not saying that the lecturer's teaching is boring but it's just that i cannot stand sitting inside the air-con room so comfortably.so after lecture went to eat lunch and then took bus to clementi..this is the first time that i am taking train back by myself.cos eileen went to buy clothes with ivan.haha...can train my independence!oh ya...and i am very touched today cos i receive a box of paper crane from eileen.she actually spend the whole day doing it!EILEEN,I AM SO GLAD TO HAVE A FRIEND LIKE YOU!!
"I MUST TREASURE ALL THE FRIENDS THAT I HAVE!COS WITHOUT THEM,LIFE WOULD BE MISERABLE!!"
9:43 PM
wahhhh...
today is a relaxing day!hahaha....cos there is no need to wake up early for school!!but was kinda boring staying at home for the whole day.nothing much to do at home but just watching tv and doing assignments.haha...i can't believe i actually only manage to finish some questions for the poa assignments when i have the whole day to complete it.but luckily all other assignments are not due tml or i will have to burn midnight oil again.arghhhh...so now i am left with 3 poa questions,btc tutorial and ITA...hopefully i can complete before the due date!and dunno wat's happening to me today.i am eating non-stop and after eating one thing,i will be finding other things to eat again.omg...guess have to do more exercises to lose weight!so after finishing the poa questions,went to practice playing the 'yi shou jian dan de ge'.i wanna learn it fast so i can play it nicely!i am so boring now!nothing much for me to do,but it's okay cos i dun wanna feel the stress in poly coming back so fast.it seems like most of the people around me is feeling quite sad this month.so just hope that all our moods will change to the better soon!
"WANNA GO BACK TO THAT SPECIAL DAY WHEN I KEEP ON SEEING YOU,COS IT'S ONE OF THE MOST WONDERFUL DAY THAT I AM HAVING!"
8:03 PM
WAHAHAHA...
time for me to blog again.this morning have to wake up early to attend violin practice.but it was fun!today is yong kang's turn to teach us but just feel that we are always bullying him..haha...always making fun of him and kar sweed!so i wanna say "YONG KANG,so sorry!"but thanks a lot to u and timothy for forfeiting ur precious time every sat to teach us..sometimes just feel that when we joke with u,it can let me forget abt all my unhappiness.cos of ur funny reactions.haha...so thank you for making me happy every sat!hahaha...oh ya,today we learnt two new songs.one of the song is 'yi shou jian dan de ge' by wong li hom.it's so nice!would feel so touched if a guy play this for me lah..hahaha...and heard that we would be performing this song during a concert at october.arghhh...this is making me feel so nervous!just hope that i can do my best:)so after violin practice,went shopping with huiyun,suzanne and shijuan at marina square.we were suppose to meet 12.40 at city hall but in the end meet at 2+ cos have to accompany huiyun home to put her violin.so after meeting,went to shop around.but there was nothing much to shop cos i have no money...so sad!saw one slipper which cost $9.90,think will be buying next week.just hope that the sales is not over yet!just found out that doing window shopping is so hard when the things i wanna buy is on sales but i can't buy..but it's fun gathering with them.so after that went to take train back to tampines.went eating dinner with suzanne at HANS and we ate fish n chips.taste quite nice and we talked a lot abt some 'lame' stuffs..lolz...after that went home and so now here,i am blogging..muahahahahah....
"just feel that everything is changing now.can't do anything cos i am not the one controlling the world.just hope that these feelings will fade away as time fly pass"....
11:44 PM
Arghhhh...
today school was boring..attending practical,lectures and ITA was more boring.sometimes jus find no meaning in going to school when we attend school for three years just to get a diploma.but i know that it is important for my future so i will just have to carry on.just now during break,clear some of my mail and saw one mail sent by weishuang.the title is '2 boxes from me to you'.haha...this is what is written inside:
I have in my hands two boxes, Which God gave me to hold. He said, "Put all your sorrows in the black box, And all your joys in the gold." I heeded His words, and in the two boxes, Both my joys and sorrows I stored, But though the gold became heavier each day, The black was as light as before. With curiosity, I opened the black, I wanted to find out why, And I saw, in the base of the box, a hole, Which my sorrows had fallen out by. I showed the hole to God, and mused, "I wonder where my sorrows could be!" He smiled a gentle smile and said, "My child, they're all here with me.." I asked God, why He gave me the boxes, Why the gold and the black with the hole? "My child, the gold is for you to count your blessings, The black is for you to let go."
Just wondering will i ever have the chance to get these boxes.haha...how nice would it be if all my sorrows will be gone forever.i know that i am thinking too much but just let this be a way to let me comfort myself.haha...just now went home together with eileen and huiyun.the feeling is like so weird cos we are so quiet.but manage to talk some craps with huiyun.haha...and that makes the train journey not so boring.just feel so lucky to have eileen and huiyun to be in the same school as me cos can talk to them in the train.haha...tml having violin practice at 9.30am so guess will have to wake up early again.haiz...one week have to wake up early for 6 days and many homeworks are piling up for me to complete.just wanna have a long,long break!!!looking forward for the 7 week vacation:)
8:43 PM
YEAH!!
finally have my own blog le!!!haha...all thanks to tinghui and hamizah for teaching me.thanks alot guys:)today school was short cos we only spend 4 hrs attending sports n wellness and CATS.finally finish my CATS presentation but dunno whether i did well anot.haiz,i jus hate this module cos i am just not good in thinking!after that me and eileen waited with tinghui for her friends and while waiting,we met yati,our netball friend.so we chatted for a while and we went home after tinghui's friends reach.however,after we board 52,eileen suggested going to IMM to buy some boxes and so i accompanied her.the bus ride was so tiring and i was feeling so hungry until i have no energy to shop.So after buying the boxes,we went into GIANT to buy some food.then we board 52 back to clementi MRT to take train back home.i am really tired today and i fell asleep in the train and when i wake up,eileen asked me u jus now really sleep ya?cos ur head was turning and turning.haha..so paiseh lah!today dunno why i am feeling real down.maybe is because i am feeling tired ba.yesterday slept at 1 and this morning still have to wake up at 5+ and i still overslept this morning.supposed to wake up at 5.15 but my mum didn't know it until when i wake up and see the clock it was already 5.45.i got a shock and was angry with her for not waking me up.i am feeling really sorry cos i know it's not her duty to wake me up.this few nights i have been sleeping real late and i think that one of this days i will really break down!i just can't take it anymore with all the complex feelings that i am having.
I JUST WANNA BE HAPPY!!IS IT SO HARD TO ACHIEVE?
5:42 PM