yippieyaya!!
less than a day time and it will be 2007! wahaha... so fast!
i am back from malaysia and i enjoyed it! i want more holidays... haha... played at genting and shopped at kuala lumpur. so many stuffs in KL and it was much cheaper. got to play this basketball shooting machine in genting which was so fun lah. last time get to play it in Singapore too but now, these machines are getting lesser or none already. the weather in genting was so cooling. the temperature there was about 16 degrees. haha... at night was so cold till i was there shivering like hell but in the morning was much okay. how i hope time will pass slower there cos memories there are always more beautiful than here. whishful thinkings yeah! ok... it seems that i somehow hate life here. and ya, maybe i do! took photos but i am too lazy to upload it here. maybe next time! haha...
i think i am going a bit crazy over earrings after i have pierced my ears. i am always looking at earrings when shopping! haha... crazy me!
thinking of projects really give me headache. projects are still incomplete and it's like due in 10 more days? but the problem is i don't know how to do. haiz... i hate projects!
ok...will end here! HAVE A BLESSED NEW YEAR EVEYONE!!
"I WISH I KNOW YOU BUT IT'S SO, SO, SO IMPOSSIBLE!"
time is meant to pass by and everything just ended within a blink
i will remember you for once entering into my life
1:40 PM
my tummy achessss!!
this morning, went to meet my IS group mates to do an interview at the christalite methodist home. it is a home for the destitutes and the social workers there was nice. we did the interview with the director and one of the social worker of the home. got to know more about the destitutes and saw the residents. got to learn alot from the director and the social worker such as having to plan well when we are young so that next time we are able to survive when we are old. so after the interview, went home and wasn't feeling quite well already then still have to take the bus 168. so long lah! about 45 mins and i was like suffering in the bus. LOL... then slept for about 3 hours and feeling lifeless just now. i can't imagine later i still have to chiong my econs project. have to write analysis for two newspaper articles lah. arghhh...
yeahhh!! tomorrow night will be setting off to genting. wahahaha... been looking forward to it for so long already. hope this holiday will be a good one. after this holiday, school is starting! haiz. back to the stressful days again especially this semester.
"I AM STILL SEARCHING FOR IT!"
9:00 PM
hohoho...
MERRY CHRISTMAS!! 6 more days and it would be 2007. so fast man!!
i am now in school doing my econs project. butbutbut, we just came to find the newspaper articles and the analysis is waiting for us to do at home. arghhh... what a holiday! sorry eileen that u have to cancel ur sentosa outing because of this econs project and end up we just cutted newspaper. so sorry!! now waiting for 4pm cos i am meeting my family 5pm at marine parade to have steamboat. haha... so boring now! nothing to do now. 10 more mins to 4pm. woohoo~
i want my holidaysss! so many projects to deal with. life in poly is filled with projects. wahahaha...
ok...going off now! enjoy today everyone.
"IS SOMETHING WRONG SOMEWHERE?"
3:46 PM
tomorrow is christmas eve!!
today went to watch charlotte's web with gen, huiyun, huihui and suzanne. i like the movie! very nice and touching. before that, we exchanged our christmas presents but shijuan was not around with us. so long never hang out with her already. hope we can catch up before the school starts. but school is starting in one week time already. so fast lah!! holiday have just started but it's also ending soon. i am gonna enjoy myself the next one week. then after movie, shopped around and we ate subway. then went to kallang to meet my family and we went to view orchard's christmas decoration. so nice lah!! u can really feel the festive season there cos so many people crowed together and also there was many performances. woolala!!
i think i am going to put on more weight! wahahha... been indulging in so many foods this few days. in a few more hours, i will be sleeping already but can u imagine me stuffing in a whole piece of chocolate cake by myself simply because i am tempted to it. now i am so full!!
why must somethings always meant to make me guilty? i hate this feeling but it's just always there. forget it man!! i dun wanna think about it anymore. life sucks okay!
Be proud of your ideals, even if they are not completely in line with your peers'
"SOMETIMES,I WISH I HAVE NOT KNOWN YOU!!"
some pics of the day:
10:34 PM
so sleepy!!
went to a concert today which shijuan is performing in. it consists of republic polytechnic, presbyterian high school and sembawang symphonic bands. the performance was enjoyable and i like the part when one of the school played wishes and canon in d with mixture of christmas tunes. so nice lah!! i like it. then after the concert, went to vivo city and walked around. saw so many familiar faces today. wahahaha... it's like some gathering lor! so was thinking what to buy for the christmas pressie cos tml we are exchanging it. couldn't find something nice and wanted to buy chocolate one but they said that this year we are forbidden to buy chocolate. haiyo! make me keep thinking what to buy lah. hahaha... so we went to settle our dinner first at pastamania. ordered creamy chicken pasta and was quite nice but i just realise that everytime i eat at pastamania, i will order creamy chicken pasta one. haha... then after eating, chatted abit but most of the times was about band thingy so me and suzanne dunno what to say and we was quite stoning there. LOL...then shuyi, huiyun and weiwei went out to the balcony to sit sit. haha...so suzanne accompanied me to buy the christmas pressie and i am really going to be broke after buying cos one pressie cost me about $7+ already. ahhhh... oh mine! the first time buying so expensive pressie during christmas. but nvm, once in a while ma. so in total, i spend $40 over for 6 present. haha...
this few days was quite enjoyable! how i wish that everyday would be like that so i wouldn't be feeling sad because of some stupid stuffs which i also dunno what is it. something i have to learn is to be more independant! it's normal to be left to face the world alone sometimes. so peifen, u have to get used to it! people won't be there for u everytime okay:) haha... i am too tired now and my mind isn't working so well so i also dunno what rubbish am i talking now. LOL...haha...been posting a lot of rubbish feelings recently lah. hohoho...
"ARE HUMANS SELFISH IN NATURE??"
photos:
11:05 PM
finally...
i got my ears pierced. haha...pain sia. but not as pain as i expected lah. LOL...YEAH!! finally i can put on earrings already. but then i can only wait for 1 month later before i can take down the earrings that is pierced on my ear now and the earring that is on my ears now is 'orbit'. haha...it's gold in colour! nvm...i will bear with it for 1 month. LOL...
today was so free cos don't have to go back to school. the whole day was slacking around and then i go watch the hong kong show that i have rented. haha... so nice and funny lah. watched till 5 plus and went to find mum. then we shopped around to see where got help to pierce ears and also search for earrings cos we tot that have to buy our own earrings first. in the end, the person said earrings are provided but i have already bought it at perlini silver. was quite cheap cos buy 3 items got 20% discount. butbutbut, i was quite piss off with my sis cos she dropped the necklace pendant that i had bought. eeeek... that cost $8 okay. i was quite shock today when mum bought a pair of earrings and necklaces at SK jewellery for $200+. wahhh....i thought she was only joking lah but she really went into the shop to buy lor! wahhhh...
tomorrow going for shijuan's school concert! woo~ i need to buy christmas pressie tml already if not surely no time one.
"LET THIS SPECIAL MOMENTS LAST FOREVER!!"
9:40 PM
i miss monday when we have so much fun!
went back school today for the personal grooming workshop. was quite fun because of the speaker and got to learn quite a lot! then wanted to take my lappy to repair one but i didn't bring my warranty card. haha... so though of bringing it to the blk 34 to see what the technician say. but hor, today never open. omg! make me and eileen walk so far there. haha...
this holiday is really, really, really busy lor! arghhh...now i can't find time for my econs project. the crm project is postpone to next wed now. so the problem is my econs project. the holiday is now left with tml, fri and next week. but friday, i will be going for a concert lor. then next week, i will be going to genting from wed night to saturday. then tuesday, i have to do my iac interview at the organisation. monday is christmas so i doubt they would want to do and also i think the trip to snow city might be brough forward to monday if got open cos i am coming back from genting on sat which was the actual day that we have agreed to go and i am so blur to think that i am coming back on fri so can make it to the snow city trip.. ahhh...now they have to change the date all because of my blurness already. so sorry, guys! now the most headache is the econs project arrr... die sia!!
oh mine! i haven buy christmas pressie yet!! shit! if next mon we are going to snow city, then have to buy now already. ooppsss!!
i just realise that sms chatting to someone whom u have not seen before is so fun!! haha... can sms so many craps to the other party and then the reply gotten back is so funny! haha...
Many times in our lives,
we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt
by the decisions we make
and the circumstances that come our way.
We feel as though we are worthless.
But no matter what has happened or
what will happen, you will never lose your value.
Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased,
you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you.
The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know,
but by WHO WE ARE.
You are special Don't EVER forget it.
Count your blessings, not your problems.
If God brings you to it - He will bring you through it.
"THE HURTING HEART IS IN THE MIDST OF HEALING"
3:48 PM
just came back home after accompanying eileen to her interview. but she did not went for it. it's a long story! haha... anyway, i just feel so stupid and u know why? it's because when we reach raffles place, we were searching for the interview place which was at robinson point. we walked many rounds searching for it and after about some times, eileen called the person and ask and we have to walk back from where we have walked cos we walked the wrong way. the worst thing was it was raining so heavily lah and carrying an umbrella is like no use like that. in the end, we were all drenched. then we walked back and i got a shock when we walked to the direction of the robinson point. it's because i have been to the same place before. oh mine! i am so blur can... we wasted so much time searching for that place.
then we went back and shopped at century square. i bought a covered shoes at $15+ and i am satisfied with the price that i bought cos the other time, i thought that it was $29.90. then today, i saw the price tag at $19.90 and due to christmas festive, they are now having a discount and so i got it at $15+. woo~ so many shops are having discount due to christmas coming. hahaha... it's shopping time! i am still gonna buy the giordano jacket and shorts this coming thursday.
i want my holidays!! this holidays is like so pack can! so many stuffs to settle and i dun have any free time for myself. i wanna rent the hongkong show to watch but then the time i spend outside is like more than the time i spend at home. haiz...
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hahaha...
guess what? i have not slept for more than 24 hours since yesterday already. haha...super me right! LOL... ok...it's because i went for suzanne and huihui's class chalet. they organized it but it was also for the MFS so i went for it. just came home but now feeling quite high though i have not sleep for so many hours and i am going out later again lah! woo~ haha... something is wrong with me okay! the chalet was fun but tiring cos i didn't get to sleep lah. only four beds and so many of them occupy it already so in the end i stayed up the whole night while the rest manage to catch some sleep bit by bit! the funniest part was when the whole group slept leaving me and suzanne nowhere to sleep. so we just sat down there look at each other and we was too sleepy to say anything already. but my energy came back when i listens to music. haha...and i was there highing alone and suzanne see me like i am siao like that. haha... we also saw many funny sleeping pose lah. haha... it was real funny okay. haha...
ok...wanna thanks huihui for the food provided and suzanne for booking the chalet. they really did a lot, especially huihui cos the food provided was real alot and we eat until very filling. all thanks to her indoor bbq pit if not we won't be enjoying bbq food already. but i dunno why midnight, we were still craving for mac. haha...
later meeting eileen 1pm cos she has some robinson interview. haha... hope the job she got introduced is trusthworthy. then she can earn more money already. LOL... oh ya...eileen is so nice to sms chat with me in the early morning. thanks a lot ya! :)
ok...photo times:
gen and me
the 4 of the 6 MFS
the guys bbqing
me and gen's funny faces
candid shot! haha...
me and huiyun(our hair is wet all thanks to the rain. haha...)
a proof that we can bbq okay. haha...
the 'lala'
9:23 AM
current mood: feeling bad and guilty
woo~ it's my 100th post but nothing to be happy about lah. haha...
it's 6.04pm now and guess what? i just woke up from my sleep. came home at 8+am this morning after the night cycling. i was totally shagged and many things have happened which make me feel real guilty. i am just an useless idiot okay. i don't know but things didn't go on smoothly. i am not a good student leader and the bad memories keeps on running in my head. totally off during the event and i am really sorry. the blame will always be there! dun wanna say what actually happened but things were bad during my first part of the journey. sorry to the participants and the road marshal!
but during the recee trip for the night cycling, we went in lorry and the first time sitting a lorry was real scary especially when the driver drives very fast and his turning and braking is super scary lah. so many of us squeezing inside and when he turns or brake, we will like bang into each other. and the scariest part was when we was leaving school. dunno why the back of the lorry door was not locked and all the girls was sitting near it. so can u imagine when the lorry starts moving and the door opened, all of us was shouting like mad. haha... a scary lorry experience!
guess i am not going to cycle for a long period of time now cos the memories are just gonna come back.
sometimes, i just wish that i can disappear from this world. anyway, i am just an useless idiot. the feelings of giving up on myself is very big. now, i just wish i could leave this country and go overseas to tour around and earn money to support myself. i wanna learn to be independant! things said are just so impossible for me.
"HOW GOOD IF EVERYTHING CAN JUST CHANGE FOR A SINGLE MOMENT!"
6:04 PM
hahaha...
today is the start of my holiday and know why i am so guai never go out? cos later i am having night cycling. actually planned to go kbox one but the time don't allows. nvm, we will go next time. haha... really hope the night cycling will be fun! oh ya, there will be no practice tml cos the christmas performance have been cancelled so tml after night cycling, i can sleep like a log. haha...
i am so boring now. i want to go out! butbut i am still having crm and econs project to complete. eeeiya... holiday still have to finish up stuffs!
ok...off to watch tv already and pray hard i can tahan tonight. haha... i took so long to post just this short post. LOL...
9:39 AM
finally, the common tests have ended.
butbutbut....where are my holiday moods?? somethings are just running in my head and it's not making me happy at all!
anyway, just now after els paper, went far east with hamizah, tinghui and eileen. we went into a shop that sells miscellaneous accessories for making earrings. so nice lah! i am gonna buy and make one for myself after i have pierced my ears which i think will be on sat. haha... but i am so scare that it will get infected or what cos my ears are real sensitive. LOL... pray hard it will not cos i really like earrings especially those danglings one. hohoho... after that, we went to eat dinner cos we were really hungry. we went to sakura halal chinese food restaurant to eat. the food was up to the standard lah. LOL... and hamizah can really talk craps making us all laugh like mad. haha...
today, these words ''cheer up! jiayou" brighten up my day. haha...especially when it is by a friend whom u have not seen for so long time. thank you!
ok...here are some photos:
my darlings in poly
and not forgetting my MFS darlings
MFS, we have not taken group photos for so long already...let's take more during the chalet ya. haha...
wanna know who are my loves? haha... they are:
I LIKE THEM!!
ok...i am too lazy to find more photos... will upload more when i find more nice nice one. haha...
"MEMORIES ARE ALWAYS THE ONES THAT LAST FOREVER"
9:57 PM
hohoho...
one more day and the common test will end. haha...been waiting for this moment for so long! yesterday had our iwd paper and it's okay cos many of us managed to finish in less than 30 mins. wahahaha... and today was the econs paper. omg! the paper was difficult lor. at the start, i see the mcq questions until so blur and i skipped most of it until when i finish my section B. section B, still managed to crap through. haha...but dunno correct anot. then the mcq i just tikam a bit already. last semester, the econs paper is like quite okay but this sem is soo hard. eeeeekkk! tml gonna be els and arghhh...i have no mood to study already. my mood is on play and fun now and not on studying, haha... this normally happens on the last day of test. kk...enough of common test already. haha...
i wanna get this phone but mum is not going to sponsor me. haha... i have to save myself for this phone lah. wonder how long will that be cos surely there will be other temptations one. haha...
12:44 PM
2 more days to the first common test paper and i am not quite prepared yet. i am now quite scare of my econs cos i don't really understand. just hope i can crap through it and get a passing grade. yesterday, went studying with hamizah at tampines library. so nice of her to come all the way from woodlands to study with me! thanks gerl. we studied els and i just realise that it's so nice to study in the library cos it's so quiet. managed to memorise a bit of the formula! just hope the things that i memorised come out in the test paper. pray hard!!
oh ya! congrats to suzanne. haha...cos finally her wish came true! wahahaha...he better treat her well! she is real daring as a girl lah! seldom see a girl who is so daring like her. if it's me, i will not do what she have does. haha...really peifu her! but why are some people so dilly dally? why can't they just admit? people already say out already but then they are still making them wait for so long before giving a definite answer. hahaha...
i am so looking forward to the day when the common test is over. i wanna go singing. haha... and i am so looking forward to the genting trip. woohoo! but before that, still have the night cycling trip, rushing up to finish about 3 projects, practice for the christmas performance. oh mine! this term break is so packed up with stuffs. haha...there's only two weeks! so not enough.
"jiayou to everyone taking their common test!! =)"
12:32 PM
the true self!
suddenly, i just have no feeling to blog. my mind is so block up that i don't know what to say. haiz! common test is just a few days away and i am still not so prepared. people around me are starting to revise already but i am still thinking that there are many more days for me to revise when actually there is not. arghhh...jiayoujiayou!! the motivation must come.
today was actually quite tiring. in fact, school for me is tiring everyday. haha... today is the last day for this term. after that will be the common test week and then term break. next term when we come back to school, it will be 2007 already. time really pass so fast! a few months back, we have just entered ngee ann poly but now 2006 is gonna end and next term will be the last term that we will have for 1st year. after that, we will be in 2nd year already...woo!! so fast. today, the first two lesson was law and els tutorial. the law tutorial is much relaxed now because we have completed our common test. i think the stressful law tutorial is gonna start next term. but it keep us motivated and practice makes perfect yeah! haha... then we had our lecture! for econs and els, the teacher teached a bit then they said that they will give us tips on the common test. they claim that they were giving us tips but then it is like no difference like that lor. haha... the worst thing was from the els teacher. we thought that he was giving us tips but then in the end, he told us that he also haven see the paper yet. my first reaction was like 'huh, then how u know what questions are coming out'. then he said i also dunno but i am telling u all the important points that are important. eh...so that means there is no tips at all lor. haha...
i really hoped someone could help me in it but there was no one there. it's really scary to do things alone but what to do? it is said that it's better to depend on oneself but then when things are really beyond what u can do, there is really nothing that can be done to change it. or i should just say that i don't dare!
why are things not going smoothly for me? so many things are bothering me! i see many people living their life with no regrets. but me? there is just so many stuffs left undone for me. i have to clear up everything bits by bits. i regretted everything that i am doing in life!
oh mine! people are telling me that i look sad. actually they are true lah. i am really sad these few days. but i am really showing out meh? shit shit! haha... i want to stay happy but it's so hard to achieve especially when.... haha...forget it! i don't wanna say.
woolala... haha...my feeling for blogging is back now! so random ya my feeling. LOL!!
"IT WOULD BE GOOD IF MIRACLES DO APPEARS!"
9:09 PM
just wanna see you~
oh mine! last minute work is so stressed up. it's even harder when you are panicking and not knowing what to include in your work. all thanks to comm toolkit that my group are so struggling to get the information paper done. i feel like sleeping already!
projects are so piling up! the term break are coming soon but then it is like so packed up with stuffs everyday. i want my holidays but not with the projects accompanying me. i want to sleep, shop, watch tv and enjoy myself! okie... i got to work extra hard for my common test now. i have been telling this to myself so many times but the motivation is still not there yet. my motivation will comes only when _______________. hahaha... i just can't concentrate in studying. nono...i have to tell myself that i can do it! i have to pass. i don't wanna come back for re-test. i have to do well! jiayou jiayou! all of us jiayou together. haha... okie...i need some words of encouragement to make myself motivated. haha...
my moods are slightly better but still not in the so good form yet. i want to make myself happy but it's so hard. it's indeed difficult to admit when u are happy and when u are not. even if u are happy, it's just for that few moments and after that the unhappy moments will soon appear. then u will just tell urself that u are never happy though u just had some happy moments a while ago. cos in life, unhappy moments occurs more times than happy moments rite? haha....what rubbish am i talking? i am just too tired that i am typing those stupid feelings here. LOL...
the tiredness are never ending but i have to hold on. i know that one day things are gonna change and i will be happy one of this days. hehe...
setbacks are bound to occur in life but it's gonna make us grow stronger. haha...i saw this in one of my friend's nick and it's like so true.
"WISHES DO COME TRUE AND I MISS YOU SO!"
11:16 PM
i am back from school cos class ended at 12pm today. totally moodless! i also don't know why. this few days i have just been so moodless when in school. so terrible!! moody days hurry pass can. i hate being like this in school cos i am just like showing people attitudes. i don't mean to but it just suddenly shows out. sorry peeps!
anyway, today had econs lecture and tutorial and the lecturer teached us a new topic but i am so sleepy! wednesday is good cos class ended at 12pm but then it starts at 8am. it's so tiring can especially when i reached home at around 11pm yesterday cos got practice. my mind today was surrounded with the word 'sleep'. i can even sleep in bus when my destination is just a few stops away. i need more sleep. the strange thing is in the past, i am not so tired in school even if i sleep at 1+am. but yesterday i slept a little early at 12am but i am feeling extra sleepy today. the strange body system!
yesterday's practice for me was not so good! we practiced the christmas song and it's like so difficult to catch up. the rhythm is quite fast and i dunno how to sight read ar. haiz... so scare now cos the performance is like in a few more weeks from now and i can't really play well!
okok...off to my afternoon nap. i have to sleep if not i am gonna break down! have to start revising for the common test already. i need more motivation to study well!
"THINGS ARE GONNA DISAPPOINT YOU WHEN YOU EXPECT TOO MUCH OF IT!"
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the miserable life!! i hate crying but tears just topple now. it feels so pain when crying but what to do? things are suppose to turn better but then it never. everything just became worst. i hate my life and why am i here? haiz...these irresponsible words are appearing in my mind again. the painful life and the painful me!
1:39 PM
well well! school today was as per normal but it's just the feeling that is bothering me. my moods are so ups and downs and i don't know when my moods is changing. haiz....that's what they call mood swing. just realised why i am getting this mood swing and it's because i am a female. haha... okok...stop this craps lah.
anyway, first lesson was els practical and we were asked to do the practical individually. quite fun cos it was just playing around with all the wires and then see if it will result the lamp to light up anot. then after that was 1 hr of lecture and it was totally meaningless being inside cos i don't know what the lecturer was teaching lah. it have been like this since school starts and of all the topics taught, i only know chapter 1 and that was during secondary school that i learnt. OMG! common test is just next week and i have to pass it cos i can't afford to spend one more sem learning the same thing and i know that i also will not understand what i am learning. after that was break and we celebrated jason's birthday. tinghui and the rest have previously gone to king albert's park to bought a cake for him. he was seriously sabotaged cos they bought creams and sprayed it on him. looks scary but fun! haha... 1 hour of break pass fast and we had iwd and law tutorial. time passed quite fast today and i am quite glad! haha...but then still have the meeting to attend and it was to brief us on our groupings for the night cycling. i am quite worried about my grouping now cos i don't know why but i just don't feel good. hope all the predictions are so wrong. haha... the meeting was short and sweet cos i think chinwei also can't stand being inside a small room full of people. it was so squeezy and stuffy lah!
i think i have to watch what i am saying now already. LOL... everything i am saying is so dangerous. haha... suzanne, next time don't ask me again can? haha...
glad to see some things are changing. hope this don't change anymore!
"IT ACTUALLY MEANS A LOT!!"
9:25 PM
Wonder if you ever see me and I wonder if you
Know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside
Would you even care
I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
a new day and i am just feeling so sucky. i feel like giving up! everyone seems to dislikes me and i think i know why. i need a good cry out and i think i am gonna watch one litre of tears to make me cry. haha... but have to finish law first. i really need to watch!!
"IS THIS THE END OF THE WORLD?"
3:02 PM
today, went town for the charity drive! there was so many people and when we were walking along the pathway to ngee ann city, we saw cameramen. haha...o of course they was not filming us lah. they were just filming some variety show there lah. LOL... but it seems to be so fun! after the drive, went to eat mac cos we were hungry. then went heeren to look for jason's pressie. his birthday is on monday and that's when he will not be laughed for being the only 16 in class. haha... bet he's gonna get his birthday bash. LOL! yup, so after buying, we went over to marina square to find ivan cos he is working over there. he looks so smart in his uniform but we left after a while cos we were like interrupting his work. so walked around a bit and we left after 30 mins. time pass quite slow today and i was so surprise when huiyun told me that it was just 3pm when we took the train. i thought her watch spoil lah. haha...
uncle lended us two korean show. one is da chang jing and one is jin san shun. i want to watch! i need to find more time for leisure. haha... i thought that there will be no more law tutorial to do till next term since we have already finished our law common test. but i was wrong, we still have to do lah and it is two tutorial this time. arghhh!! i need to focus more on my econs and els already. this two modules seems so alien to me now.
"WHEN WILL THE ANGEL APPEAR?"
6:44 PM
i am back after not blogging for a few days. haha... recently is just so busy lor! everyday coming back home late and then have after a while have to sleep already. woo~ hope next week will be better.
wanna know why i am always coming home late? haha...tat's because on tuesday, stayed back school to study law with tinghui, jason and ivan. but in the end, didn't study much cos it's so hard to concentrate. then wednesday is the law test till 6.30 and then after that there was practice. our practice days have change to wednesday already. haha... so went back and ended at 8+! i realised that i have not been practising for a long time till i kind of fogot how to play le.. haha... then yesterday, after IS, went to BE clubhouse to meet eileen. she and shijie was decorating the cups for their charity so helped them abit with it. then, it is today! haha...went for the bbq night but was quite boring there. so stuffy and smoky! didn't eat much because before the bbq was so hungry that i went to atruim to buy rice to eat. so down there just bite a bit here a bit there. LOL... school is becoming to be more stressful!
aren't humans' thinking all the same?? the way they react in some cases are the same. it's not just from some particular types of people. haha...nvm! i am just talking rubbish. maybe i am treating people in the wrong way. eeeeekk... life sucks lah!
if you have something to say to someone just say it before you regret!! that's the most difficult part that people experience in life.
please don't speak to me using the indirect way next time cos it's kind of freaking me. haha...
"EVERYTHING JUST SUCKS!!"
11:35 PM
