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i am really very sorry.

last night something real sad happened! how i wish last night never ever come. i really hate last night. the worst night i ever had recently. just hope this won't ever happen again. everything was just a mistake! it really gave me a big, big, big shock. omg! pray hard tonight will be good... i don't wanna be disappointed again. haha... some of you might not know what i am mentioning here. but nvm! : )

so school today was the going through of the last year's econs exam paper during lecture. was very sleepy even though i slept quite early yesterday. after that was tutorial and the lecturer went through the tutorial with us. but the tutorial seems so stranger to me. oh man! exams are coming soon... arghhh! i haven't even finish my iwd project... shittie sia... still got crm test on fri! but luckily tml there's no school!! wahahaha... can sleep late and pray hard that i can finish the project and memorise every stuffs of crm.

my english 'o' level results is coming out. omg! i am damn scare now. i really pray hard i can pass! pleaseeee... yesterday was funny cos when i was on my way back home, my sis called me and say that my english result is out cos MOE sent me one letter and she thought inside was my result. and so, i got a shock too and asked her to hurry open it for me but end up, it's just the info telling us to log in to check for our results on the release date of the results. make me nervous for nothing lah!

ok... so i have promised to write down a report of 'the venuses'. haha... so as promise, here goes:

suzanne - i have mentioned about her during the previous post. wahaha... wanna know how she is like go there and see!

huiyun - the first person whom i clique with during secondary school. haha...i think we talked to each other because i borrowed a stapler from her. then we started talking. haha... she may seems quiet but nono... she is not. hahaha... she is actually quite lame and love saying jokes. haha... also same poly as me now! haha... oh ya... she is also good in music. previously was in the band and she plays the flute. now, she plays the violin and she can learn very fast! how i wish i am like her can do sight reading of the notes. haha... she is the 'lao shi' cos she is the fourth oldest. hahaha...

gen - got to know her well when we were in sec 3. we were in the same class during sec 1 but didn't talk much. she makes me most of the time to speak english in school. haha... if not for her, i think i wouldn't be speaking so much english. thanks dear! sometimes she may seem serious but she is actually very funny. making us all laugh by what she says! she is the 'lao er' in our group cos she is the second oldest. haha...

shijuan - a nice girl! she always ask me what is happening when she sense something wrong in me. haha... a good listener also. she always likes to say 'love ya'.. haha... and she likes taking photos! we shall take more this sat okay. hahaha... i miss you! so long never meet up already. ever since like last semester. but nvm, we will be meeting up this sat to celebrate your birthday! haha... the first to become 19 among us. wahahah... the 'da jie in our grp'. hohoho...

huihui - she is very helpful! always trying to help everyone of us! not forgetting how you manage everything during the chalet. haha... she can talk jokes though sometimes she is very quiet. she got a lot of lame questions for us one and she is always updated with all the hong kong and korean dramas. haha... haven meet up for long too ya! wahahah... she is the 'xiao mei' cos she is the youngest in our group. hahaha...

i wanna saturday to come fast fast!

"EVERYDAY TO BE A BETTER DAY!"

someone, please kill me!!

i am damn bek chey now! i think i am gonna flunk my iwd test. dunno what's the problem but the file that i submit in, there is just so many problems. the audio and the pictures can't be displayed in the proper way. damn it! omg! it's 20% lah... i dun wanna score badly for this module. i feel like killing myself for those stupid mistakes that i make! arghhh...

so school was okay! the only thing is the iwd test that really upset me lots. law tutorial was short cos mrs lee discussed the tutorial question with us very fast. so we were let off early and while going back, i stood again in the train. hahaha... after reaching tampines, went with eileen to eat long john for our dinner. then she went to isetan to look at a clothes that she fancy and then i went to get my mouse. haha... finally got a mouse already! so i dun need to everytime pluck out the mouse from my desktop when i need it for my lappy! haha...

recently many people are like going crazy over the drama 'hana kimi'... haha... just now at popular, overheard one malay girl telling her friend that one of the main lead wang dong cheng is so cute. LOL... ya... he is indeed cute! wahaha...



sometimes, life are just so unpredictable. u won't know what is going to happen next.

ok...i am gonna get to my iwd project now! time is running out! waahaha...

bad memories please stay away from me...

"PLEASE LET ME FORGET EVERYTHING!!"

stupid blogger!! i posted an entry for so long and then some error have to occur. now, i have to repost another time. haizzz...

anywayss, i finally had my hair-cut. it's like so finally! wahaha... cos i have been saying that i wanna cut hair like 2 weeks ago? haha.. then it's very funny cos mum accompanied me to cut my hair and she dun plan to cut her hair. so while i was cutting, she was sitting beside me. then there was this hairdresser who walked over and asked if mum wants a hair-cut. initially, mum say dun wan but then when the hairdresser walked away, she felt paiseh for sitting there and so she told the person to cut for her. but after that, she blamed me lah cos the person did not do a good job. haha..and she wasted $17 for the cut. wahahaha..

just now was chatting with suzanne and shijuan and they are damn funny lah.. saying those lame stuffss!! well well, i really miss them.. especially all the fun times. i miss 'the venuses'...

omg! tml schooling again... iwd test tml! pray hard that the test will be easy. the project is also due on fri. oh man! seriously there is no time cos i haven even start yet. i am always doing last minute stuffs and it's so bad okay! crm test will also be on fri. arghhh...i need some breather!

"FLY AWAY!"

oh man! am i neglecting alot of people??

i dunno... but just now i happen to talk to one of my friend and she told me somthing which make me guilty! omg!! i wanna die... why must this always happen to me??

anyway, suzanne ask me to update my blog about 'the venuses'... u know what it is?? it's our new name for the six of us. we are no long moviefreaks... wahaha... wanna know why we changed to this name?? dun ask me cos i also dunno why. hahaha... suzanne say it's because she only know this planet. haha! she still ask me to do reports about 'the venuses'. oh man, i still got iwd project and law tutorial lah... hahaha... where got time?? i am scare of her now cos she likes to say things that are untrue man! Suzanne Lee, please stop this. wahaha... i will do it on wed!

ok... i needa do shopping for my chinese new year clothes but i still have no idea what i wanna wear on tat day. hahaha... i need more time!

"I NEED MORE TIME FOR EVERYTHING!"

i am damn confused!! i got alot to say but i don't know how!

a whole day of school today and is real tiring. i hate friday partly because of this. but there will only be one more week of friday and this will end! school was as usual... study, study and study but the things taught seems hard to get into my head. arghhh!! exams are coming soon. peifen, buck up man! during the two hours break was so boring and we did a lot of boliao things. then hamizah sang one song which was damn nice lah! it is 'stay the same' from Joey McIntyre. wahaha...damn nice! i found it in youtube. post it up later! haha...i was so funny and asked her to sing twice cos i keep forgeting the tune. haha... sorry lah, hamizah! keep making u to repeat the songs but ur singing is good...so after break, attended our lecture and then we walked to canteen 1 to buy jap pancake. after that, we went to the karoake lounge at the sports stadium cos we wanted to join the aerobics. they told us that they will contact us again next sem. the cca seems fun!

i hate making choices cos i am not one that can decide on my own!

i saw this guy just now who look like a guy whom i saw during my malaysia trip. he is the one whom take the same tour bus as us. just now that guy that i saw when i was taking the bus home look really alike him lah. damn shuai man! LOL... i like that type of guys! wahaha...

"SOMETHINGS ARE BETTER TO KEEP UNSAID!"



Dont you ever wish
You were someone else
You were meant to be
The way you are exactly
Dont you ever say
You dont like the way you are
When you learn to love yourself
Youre better off by far
And I hope you always stay the same
Cause theres nothing bout you I would change
I think that you could be
Whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize
All the dreams you have inside
Dont be afraid
If youve got something to say
Just open up your heart
And let it show you the way

Believe in yourself
Reach down inside
The love you find will set you free
Believe in yourself
You will come alive
Have faith in what you do
Youll make it through

Dont change...

finally, today is the end of the IAC module. haha... did our presentation and not too bad! we got a B+ but that doesn't include our delivery of the speech. hope my delivery was not bad! haha... so now, i am left with one more project which is the IWD. ahhh! exams are coming and i haven start my revisions yet. omg! hope everything will be fine.

anyway, nothing special happen today lah but it seems like nothing special happen everyday in my life! but i am just happy that we have finished our IAC projects and we did well. special credits to dewei cos he do almost everything lah. not forgetting christina and xinzhi also! i am going off to chiong my law tutorials now. wahaha... byeeee!

"I NEED MY ANGEL WHICH IS YOU*!"

haa! blogging...

i am super duper emo today... why? i also dunno.

haha... just now went town after school cos we have a long break from 12-4 before our catch-up lecture for econs. we took neoprints! woo~ will upload after getting the pics. school was okay. it's just as normal, lecture and tutorial! i am really hating the damn emo mood! feel like crying lah... peifen, what's happening? haha... i know i am being lame here. who am i asking when i myself dunno what's happening to me. sometimes, i just wish the break to come faster! i want it now... haha... one more week and it will be the study week! which means after next week, we will not be going school till the day we have exams. haha... ooppss! so the chance of seeing 'him' again will be so small. grhhh... hahaha... and ya, just now in town, we found out that the type of guys that the four of us like are different. soo... hoho!

"kindness don't always begets kindness"
ya...that's true! i am not angry about anything or what... just feel that human beings are all the same! including me... haha... everything is about playing ya! being angry is just being petty huh? LOL... ignore what i am saying!

dad and mum have finally agree to let me go to the laos trip. wahhaha... after so long then they agree lah... make me persuade like siao! hope they keep their promise... :)

YEAH!! finally tml is the last day of IS! wahhh...been waiting so long for this... after tml's presentation, i will be left with iwd project only! everything is subsequently ending bits by bits!

"SOMETHINGS ARE JUST NOT BEING APPRECIATED!"

i am lazy to blog...
there is just so much to do! when will the holidays ever come?
why is it that things i want is not there but those that i don't want just come unexpectedly?

"COMPLICATED!"

i am dying!!

dying from doing projects!!
i hate the current moments...
i don't understand what i am feeling now. someone, please tell me!

"STRESS, STRESS, STRESS!!"

konichiwa~

i need to replenish my sleep! have been sleeping at 9+pm for these two days. haha... damn early ya! cos i want my eyebag to disappear. it's so ugly!

anyway, i will start blogging on friday. it's the second day of NP open house! we attended half day of school only and after that went to help out in the open house. we were stationed at the techno fair there to pull students to do painting tiles. they can bring back the tiles after they have painted it. at first, we were so lost on what we have to do and we went up and down from the blk 34 7th floor to the techno fair 3 times. in the end, we stayed at the techno fair but we just stood there watching them paint. haha... our duty was from 2-6 but when it reach 4, we went over to the atrium to watch taufik batisah! haha... hamizah and eileen manage to squeeze to the front and taufik walked pass them. watched for about half an hour and we went back to the fair. continue to stand there till 6pm and our duty ends. so we quickly rush over to the atrium again to watch the 4 superstars! they were late and we waited so long. when they finally came, the host started interviewing them and i thought they would be singing. but NO! daren and diya went off after the interview which was like 15 mins? haha... and so, we went home after they left. can see that many people are walking away from the stage after daren and diya left. haha... but daren and nat are so shaui! wahaha... on the way home, was feeling quite sick! so listless.

saturday~stayed at home the whole day and was rotting at home! projects and tutorial are waiting for me to finish but the mood is just not there. keep watching tv! feel like going shopping but no money.. haha... manage to force myself to do 2 questions of tutorial and some research for my crm. but there's still a lot left. boohoo! what a weekend. i miss going on holidays!

sunday~staying home today to finish up every assignment! pray hard that i can finish it. jiayou, jiayou, jiayou! :)

"I LOVE SEEING THE ONES THAT I LOVE!"

haha... blogging time!

i am not going to blog about school today but about SUZANNE LEE!! haha... ok! know why i am so nice to blog about her? it's because she forced me to do it. haha...

oh mine, i dunno how to start. haha... she asked me to start from the time when we were sec 1. haha... ok, so here goes:

got to know this girl because we were in the same class during sec 1. but, we did not talk till the day when the posting of the cca were out. Both of us were posted into Girls' Brigade and we were the only two girls in class who were in this cca. wahaha... soooo, this break the ice between us. haha... started talking and got to know her more. She is one of the lamest girl that i have ever known lah. she claim that she is the principal of the lame school! haha... so if anyone out there wanna hear lame stuff, can go find her ya. haha... but truely, she is one nice friend, treating everyone nice though sometimes, i am bullied by you, but i know you don't actually mean it. that's just meant to be a joke. haha... so ehem ehem, please treasure her hor. LOL... if not beware of us MFS. haha... sounds violent? but we are not! till here, if you don't know who suzanne is, i will post her pic up later. LOL...

anyway, wanna know who the rest of the MFS is? haha... they are the other four besties, huiyun, gen, shijuan and huihui. thank god for having known all of you! every single one of you make my sec school life filled with colours. love ya all lots!

not forgetting my poly friends. tinghui, eileen and hamizah! i love life in poly because of you all! i enjoy every moments that we spend in school especially during tutorials and breaks. hahaha! we have two more semesters and we will be graduating. it's really fast! love ya all lots too!

wahaha...treasure you all lots! muacks:) work hard in life and find all ur true love soon!

"SOMETHING WHICH I HAVE BEEN SEARCHING FOR IS STILL MISSING!"

PHOTOS:


me and suzanne


the six besties


my poly darlings

blahblahblah...

i am sick!! boohoo~

now in school blogging cos i am having 2 hours of break. wahahah... just had my law lecture and waiting for my crm class.

anyway, yesterday didn't blog cos i slept at 9+pm. haha... that was consider the most early sleeping time that i have. school was okay. had els practical and lecture, iwd and law tutorial. was damn tiring. went to pass up my econs project and so now left with comm toolkit and iac. butbut, yesterday was told that we have to also do project for iwd. haiz... but school term is ending. soooo....

mentioning about comm toolkit! oh man, the day after tml will be my presentation. WTH!! i dun feel like presenting. just let this get done with fast

i have decided to save money and buy a new phone for myself. haha.... i dun wanna everytime beg my brother for his phone. sometimes, i just sense some biasness from my mum. wahha... i dunno lah!

"WHERE IS MY YOU*?

hahaha...

decided to change my blogskin. i like this blogskin so much. but then i dunno what happen to the archive part. it can't display well. guess will be taking out the archive from my blog.

the weekend pass so fast.. tml starting school again. haiz! law and econs project still undone. hope the week ahead will be much better.. god bless!

i am so bored now but i am just too lazy to touch my assignments. lazy!

blahblahblah...

I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark
I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me


"UNEXPLAINABLE FEELINGS!"

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urghhhh....super duper unfair!!

mum bought the 5300 phone for brother. boo~

last time when i say that i want that phone, she say that it is too expensive cos it cost $400+. but now, my brother get to trade in his motorola phone for the 5300.. arghhh... i am so, so, so jealous! haha... i am gonna kope the phone when he is not using it man. so looking forward for that phone and now i see it at home but it don't belongs to me. sobsob! hmphhh... i am going to negotiate with him to let m use that phone for some times in a week. hahaha... hope that he decide to change to another phone model so i can use the 5300. LOL...

i think i am getting sore throat! shit lah... terrible feelings. my throat is feeling so dry and my assignment is still untouched yet.

"RED FACE!"

yeahhh! finally got my laptop back... haha...

this morning, went acer with suzanne to collect my laptop. hahaa... suzanne is so funny. she say she have never gone to the other part of Singapore cos she is studying in TP. therefore, she wanna accompany me to go to the other end of Singapore to see. haha.. if it's me, i would want to stay home and sleep lor. LOL... but thanks a lot for accompanying me ya! haha! so after that went to have lunch and met huiyun for kbox.

we went to the kbox at cinneleisure and it sort of spoil the whole thing. it's very expensive and the service is also not very good. last time, i went kbox during weekend which is from 2-7 is about $15+. but today, was damn, damn, damn ex. the time given to us was only 2-5 which was 3 hours and it cost each of us $20.20. WTH! the reason given was just it's because today is weekend. but then why don't i encounter the same situation in other kbox places. boohoo! next time better go marine parade one. haha..

then went to heeren and far east to shop. then went to the fifth floor of far east to have our dinner. we went to a western food store to eat. the food was nice and the atmosphere there give me a feeling of those western countries. haha...

i need more clothes. i have so limited amount of clothes for poly!

"SING TO THE DAWN~"

tiredddd...

haha... have not blogged for these few days cos was real busy lah.. so many stuffs was undone!

okie... tuesday, went to school and we had our crm presentation. was real nervous. i hate presentation! then went for practice till 6plus and went home. reach home at around 9pm and then had to rush my econs tutorial and comm toolkit oral presentation slide. rushed till 1+ am and went to sleep cosss the comm toolkit make me crack my brain juice till there is no more juice left. haha... i hate IS lah!

wednesday, went for 4 hrs of sch and then went acer to repair my laptop. i really miss my laptop lah! but nvm, i am getting it back tml. haha... was raining so heavily so we took a cab there. then the person say that my laptop will be ready in 2hours time so we took cab again to long john to eat and then went to jason's blk downstairs to sit. jason went home to bathe so tinghui and me sat downstairs talking and waiting for him. after 2hours, the acer person still haven call me lor. called them and they say was not ready yet. bluff me lor! so we went back sch and i decide to collect it the other day. went to library to find ivan cos he was there waiting for jason. they started reading magazine there and tinghui and me was so bored. after a while, tinghui have to leave and then followed by jason and ivan. so left me alone! haha... but went to find huiyun cos she was doing her btc project. haha... then zhenqi came to find us and then after that went with her to clubhouse for practice again. practice was not good for me! i don't know why but i just can't catch up. i am starting to lost the passion! arghhh... i am just feeling so messy. i feel like giving up but i dun wan cos like what huiyun say, i have to challenge myself into learning well. haiz! then after practice, went to eat dinner. haha... so late rite! reached home at 11plus and then rushed finish my comm toolkit again. slept at 1am again. haha...

thursday, had my IS. was suppose to have our comm toolkit presentation but in the end, the teacher postpone it to next week. i am damn scare lah! especially presenting to a class which i am so unfamiliar with. i dunno but i just dun like IS. haha...i have been repeating this statement for so many times. anyways, 3 more weeks to the end of IS. i just hope that the next week presentation our group can do well in it. please please dun make me need wear formal! then after IS, went home and rushed my law tutorial and econs project! again, i slept at 1+am.

haiyo! been sleeping so late recently lah! my eyebags are coming out. boohoo! what a torture to myself man.

sometimes, i really dun feel like going school. i dunno but somethings are always there to remind me about some sickening stuffs! arghhh... sickening life! ya...so what comm toolkit teacher have said is true. life is never fair!

"IT'S A TORTURE TO HAVE TO FACE THE REALITY!"

stress up~

school today was okay! at least it was much much better than last friday. wahaha... glad to see that eileen is cheering up. so early in the morning, met one hour early to complete the econs project. luckily today no els practical so school start at 11am only. went to print pictures for our scrapbook and then went for els lecture. didn't listen during lecture because was cutting the econs stuff with eileen. so 1 hr pass very fast! then it was break and ate malay food. wahaha... then iwd and law. haha...today pass quite fast actually. so after school, went to the library to finish up econs and crm. and finally, econs project is done. butbut, there is still so much left. iac, comm toolkit and crm! oh mine! comm toolkit and crm is due this week. haiz... everything is pile up in one single week!

the train ride back just now is damn tiring! no place to sit again and i stand from dover to tampines. then halfway through the trip, there were this 3 person coming in and they stand around me. they were chit chatting so loud till i can hear what their conversation was about and the topic they were chatting about was damn funny lah. i was there controlling myself not to laugh but it was so difficult lah...i hate controlling myself not to laugh! haha... but when the train reach city hall, more people are coming in and it's so squeezy. so warm making me sweat when there is air-con. then my bag was damn heavy! cannot stand it!

"VEXED UP IN LIFE AT TIMES!"

hohoho...

today is sunday which means the 1st week of school for this term have ended. 4 more weeks of schooling and then 2 weeks of study and exam and it will be our 8 weeks of holidays. woo~ i dunno why but i am so looking for the holidays now.

so yesterday, started off with doing projects. finished most of it and now left with the decorating of the scrapbook. i did something so blur yesterday that almost spoiled the whole thing. oh man! i dunno why i am so blur that i pasted the wrong info at the wrong page and it was two times lah. eileen and jason must be pissed off by me lor. haha... but luckily with the help of them, everything was settled and went off well again. arghhh...i just feel so stupid. why can't i even do something so easy? toopid me! after that was home sweet home! was suppose to meet gen and huiyun yesterday for a hair cut but due to the project so asked them to go without me. most prob i will be cutting next week. haha... see how first.

today, i am so guai to stay at home. haha... that's because i have no place to go and i am so lazy. haha... so poor thing! i also have to do the comm toolkit presentation ppt. i have yet to elaborate the points for the powerpoint which i was asked to do on fri. haiz! but the problem is i don't know how to do and that's why i am now here blogging cos i really have no idea what to write for the elaboration. haha... sounds like i am running away from doing the projects. haha...yeah! i am... LOL...

after next wed, i won't be having my lappy with me for a few days. arghhh! have to go repair already! the line on the screen is becoming thicker.

"I AM SINGING IN THE RAIN!"

ok...today was not good. i dunno why! everything just went hay-wired. arghhh...i am starting to hate life again. things are always going up and down like a rollercoaster. i am so tired and i hate this. what the hell am i doing here? :(

just wondering what will i be doing after 20 yrs old? haha...

"SOMETIMES I JUST FEEL WEIRD!"
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hohoho...i am back to post the snowcity's photos:

i wake so early today! haha... later having IS at 3pm. haiz... i hate IS man! why must we have IS lah. eeeekk...

first day of school yesterday! had econs lecture and tutorial. inside lecture was damn cold! was freezing like mad. haha... after sch, went to library to do econs project and we ended everything very fast. haha... watched night in the museum cos tinghui got the dvd. funny especially when the statues are moving. haha... then went home and stand from clementi to tampines. so tired and was then feeling hungry so went to mac wanting to buy just a chicken burger but in the end was tempted to buy a whole meal cos someone go order fries lah. make me also feel like eating. LOL... gaining more weights ya! then slept super early yesterday cos was real sleepy lah.

tuesday was super fun! went snow city with suzanne, gen and huiyun. met at 9.30 and headed over to jurong east. inside the snow city was freezing cold cos the temperature was -5 degree celsius. though we were wearing thick jackets and gloves, but it's still not enough. haha... my mouth was so numb lah that i have to keep moving my mouth around and talk more. went for the slide which we have to sit on the snow tube and slide down. i was quite scare cos i was afraid of height and thinking back of that time when i went for the U-shaped slide at wild wild wet, i feel like backing out lah. haha...but in the end, went for a try le and we went 3 times. haha... took photos inside and the funny thing was when we queue up for the slide, there was this guy who keep on asking us to take pictures. so in total, we took 12 times cos the each time we went to queue, he will take 3 shots. haha...some pics was funny and we bought 5 pics and got one free. but was expensive lah. 1 photos $10 and the entrance fees was $14. we spent about $20+ inside. so after snow city, walked back to jurong east and was talking about the guy who took the pic for us. he looked like a taiwanese singer zhang feng qi. that guy must be so honoured lah to have four girls crazy about him ya. but i think another guy is better leh. LOL... then went over to bugis and i love the train ride back cos we were like siao cha bo laughing and laughing. we ate instant noodles for lunch cos have to budget already. went to shop and tried out clothes at OG but was not nice on me so didn't buy anything but huiyun bought a jean at bugis street. then it was home sweet home!

i wish time could turn back to last week man. because i will then be in genting today. hahaha...

arghhh...time now is 10.20. have to prepare to go school already. eeekk IS! will post the photos tonight when i am back :)

"i think i am expecting too much in life."

HAPPY 2007!

hahaha... today is the start of 2007! may this year be a blessed year for everyone. more happiness and fun!
may all wishes come true.

"MORE SURPRISES?"