haha...the hotdog got so many sauces...LOL!
my watch...
the watch that we bought...hehe!
Happy Teachers' Day~~
yups! today went back to secondary school with suzanne, huiyun, genevieve and huihui to visit teachers. saw some of our ex-schoolmates and some of them have really changed a lot...hahaha...so watched the performance for a while and went to see our teachers. but then only manage to see our maths teacher cos the whole hall was so crowed. after that, went to take train with huiyun, genevieve and suzanne cos they wanna go cinneleisure to watch snakes on a plane and i went back to school for violin practice. the violin practice was really tiring cos we have to practice from 2-6pm.i was feeling so sleepy and
hungry by the end of the practice. i still can't play well...haiz...i am just so tired already. so after the practice, took train back home alone and the train trip was just so terrible. it was so squeezy and there was no place to sit.OMG! just feel like dying when taking the train.the train is so stuffy until i have headaches.haiz...why don't i just die at that moment then there will be no more worries for me le...LOL!! i am just saying things that are soo irresponsible to my life...so please ignore this sentence if u are reading this post..hehe...
yesterday, went for job interview with eileen and huiyun at woodlands. the job is about working at the food expo for 5 days and the pay is quite good.. the people that interviewed us was also good cos we were interviewed together and she only told us what we have to do during working..but then the person will only confirm us whether we have this job next monday..i was not considered for this job cos i am going malaysia during the 2 of the 5 days period and they only want people that can work for the continuous 5 days..haiz...so wasted if not i can earn money for my daily expenses already..arghhh...getting money from dad is so difficult..yesterday,try getting about 10 bucks from dad and he was complaining that i am spending too fast already..haiz...why can't money just drop from the sky??hahaha...so after the interview, we went to shop at causeway point..tried out clothes and when we wanted to leave the place,we saw a pasar malam beside the shopping centre and each of us bought a watch..haha...
"SAD MOMENTS HAPPEN MORE TIMES THAN HAPPY MOMENTS!!"
8:33 PM
the time now is 12.54am, which means that things that happen just now is consider as what happen yesterday already...haha...so yesterday, went back to school for violin practice from 6-9pm.it was so tiring cos it was at night then we have to practice and practice and practice..haha...but practice makes perfect sooo i must not be complaining about it...
i want to go cycling...haha...huiyun and me actually thought that there will be nothing on yesterday, so we decided to go cycling with eileen and shijuan...we have already planned where to go to cycle and the last thing that we have to decide is the time.but who knows when we was about to decide the time, huiyun suddenly say that there will be a urgent violin practice so everything was just cancelled.arghhh...why must it be like that when everything is planned already..haha...but never mind cos it is a long holiday so one day we will be going one rite?haha...
at this point of time,i just don't know what i am feeling..guess i am just having moodswings or am i suffering from depression?? LOL!! haha...just wondering why is it so hard to be happy? is life just full of miseries and all the things that we have to do is to suffer with the miseries that we have? why can't everything change to the good?
"HOW I WISH THAT TIME CAN STOP AT THE HAPPY MOMENTS THAT I HAVE!!"
12:58 AM
i am so tired!!
today went to school for a event that trains us to be a banker during a game of monopoly. the event was from 10am-3pm and we played 3 rounds of monopoly in total.haha...it was quite fun cos it seems like i have not been playing monopoly for years. so after the monopoly session, went home with eileen and huiyun and we was feeling quite bored. so we was planning whether we should go out. actually planned to go kbox but then the time was about 3+pm so if we wanna pay for the session which is from 2-7pm, we will be losing out 1 hr.in the end, we went to tampines safra to play bowling.it was the second time that i am playing bowling.haha...it was quite fun and we played a total of 5 games which costed us about $14.20.haha...it was quite a large sum of money man.LOL! but then it is okay cos we indeed have fun playing.haha...
just wondering how will i be spending my holidays! i feel like going out to play but then it seems like there is so much things for me to do during the holidays and there is nothing much for me to play also. most of the things that i can think of is singing and shopping.LOL! i really don't know where can i go. huiyun did mention that there is a cafe in singapore that allows us to play board games and the games that the cafe provide can't be find in singapore...it looks so tempting to me.haha...hope can go there soon.LOL!!
"LIFE IS JUST SO NOT BEAUTIFUL WHEN YOU ARE NOT THERE!!"
9:21 PM
OMG! i am bored to death now. staying at home really have nothing to do except for watching tv. yesterday went out with huiyun,shuyi and shijuan to buy clothes. all of us did bought something back home.haha...i bought two shirts and one shorts and now i am bankrupt already... those three clothes cost me about $50. so today, stayed whole day at home doing nothing and is real bored man...tomorrow going back to school for some BE event. i also dunno what is it about but just hope that it will be fun!
i am just wondering why i am living in this world. it seems like i still have not find my purpose of living yet.i just don't know why i am living in this world and seriously, what am i going to do in the future? i am such a failure! i have been living for 18 years already and now i am still asking myself this question.LOL! just what is happening to me?
i sometimes hate the feelings that you are giving me! it's like i am in the wrong when i am talking with you and you just ended everything with the word 'whatever'. i just hate it and it seems like you don't know that i am hating the way that you reacted. maybe you will feel that it is just nothing but then i am having the feeling that you are not the 'you' that i have known...
"HUMANS THINKINGS ARE JUST SO UNPREDICTABLE! IT'S JUST SO HARD TO KNOW WHAT THEY ARE THINKING AND HOW THEY ARE FEELING TOWARDS YOU..."
10:30 PM
finally today is the start of the holidays!
finished the btc test yesterday but don't know can i do well anot cos while doing the paper, my mind blanked out at some questions. just hope that i can score well. so after the paper, went out with eileen,ivan and zhirong to bugis to shop around. just wondering why guys hate shopping.haha...so after shopping for a while, went to watch snakes on a plane. the movie is very exciting.haha...but there was some real disgusting parts.u will know what it is after u watch it...LOL...after watching, it was 9+ and we headed back home.
today, went out with tinghui and eileen to kbox to sing.haha...we sang for 5 long hours but then we still find it quite short. my voice was really sore after singing but then it was fun cos we get to sing a lot of songs. after singing,went eating in the food court at marina square. we ate western where tinghui ate chicken chop and me and eileen ate grilled fish. we really regret eating grilled fish cos the fish is so small lor...waste our $5.50...LOL!!
tomorrow will be going out with huiyun,shijuan and shuyi to buy clothes. haha...but then i am really going broke...LOL!! planning to buy two clothes from giordano and OP but the price is quite expensive. just wondering should i buy anot.haha...this few days have been going out alot already until when i went home, my mom was complaining why am i going out so many times. but luckily she did not ban me from going out tomorrow...haha...
"BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES ALWAYS END FAST AND NOW EVERYTHING IS JUST NOT BEAUTIFUL AT ALL!!"
11:28 PM
finally done with english oral...but i dun think i am going to do well in it.cos the conversation part i was crapping things into it.please GOD, just give me a C6.i don't want to fail english two times. and guess wat, one of the invigilator was my secondary school history teacher but then she was not the one grading me.haha...actually there was two invigilator from my secondary school but then one of the teacher was at another group so he didn't get to see us. now still haven finish studying btc.this morning woke up and i really have no mood to study.guess i am too nervous about the oral.later have to memorise like crazy already! can't wait for tomorrow cos we will be having our last paper.haha..after that can play already! just wondering should i get a job anot.but then there seems to be a lot of violin practice going on. haiz...blog again tomorrow after i finish my btc paper...
"Times of luxury do not last long, but pass away very quickly; nothing in this world can be long enjoyed"
5:21 PM
i am feeling real terrible now! it seems like many things is troubling me and i just feel like crying out loud. i want to look at the bright sides and stay happy but then it is real difficult. 'IT IS REAL,REAL,REAL DIFFICULT!!!' just wondering what is the purpose of living. sometimes, i really want to end my life and let all the miseries end but then it is real impossible cos there are so many things that i cherish will be left behind and i also cannot confirm if there will be no miseries after i die.LOL!! LIFE REALLY SUXS... i don't want to live anymore!! everything just don't go smoothly and i really hate it. people around me are also not feeling so good but just hope everything can change to the better and let's stay happy always: ) tomorrow going to have english oral and i am real scare..so many what if qns are appearing in my brain now.what if the conversation topic they give i don't have much ideas to answer? and what if the picture description i don't know how to describe? and what if i cannot read smoothly for my passage? OMG! there is so many 'what if' appearing but hope that everything will goes well tomorrow.off to sleep now so i will not lose my voice tomorrow.
"MAYBE LIFE IS JUST FATED TO BE LIKE THAT AND BEING WITH YOU IS JUST NOT A PART OF MY LIFE!!"
9:39 PM
YEAH!!
mes paper finally finish so now left with btc paper which is on thur...i am going to play games till crazy tonight.LOL...so long never play already. will start the btc study session tml ba. today's paper was quite okay.the hints that lecturer have given us did come out.but the problem is i forgot most of the points that i have memorised. haha...just hope i can pass! met qihuan,my primary school friend today.haha...saw her at the clementi mrt station but she can't really recognise me. haha...but luckily she can remember my name if not will be so embarrasing if she say she dunno me.LOL! it's been quite a long time since we met each other...abt 6 years already. will blog until here today! later going to watch healing hands 3. this is the lastest hong kong drama that i have been catching.haha...is really nice. just find that all doctors are brave. willing to use their precious time to save people's lifes.
"My life is a simple thing that would interest no one. It is a known fact that I was born and that is all that is necessary"
7:11 PM
this will be the worst sunday that i will have. having to study during weekends is real terrible. is just so boring and frustrating when things simply dun get into ur head! haiz..but what to do but to read the books like mad. just wanna the exams period to pass over fast. yesterday just ended the poa exam and the questions is quite similar as the revision that lecturer have gave us but most of the questions are tricky. tml gonna have mes exam and there is lotsa stuffs to memorise but i just dunno where to start to study. arghhh...i am just sick of exams. GOD,please let me hang on for this week and let everything end fast. and oh ya,yesterday was eileen's birthday and we went to IMM to celebrate for her. we bought two mini cakes for her to eat. Eileen,hope u like it!
sometimes,just feel that life is not so simple! before 18, life seems to be so innocent to me. but now, i just realise that things are not exactly the same as before. though i may hate the life that i have for the past 18 years, but then it should be better than the life i am having now. this is the feeling that i am having now.it is subjected to change!hahaha...
anyway, off to study mes now. jiayou to everyone taking their exams,esp 1c02!!
2:08 PM
tml having poa exams! haha... but i am still here blogging.LOL!! today went out to study with eileen for abt 4+ hours..but then most of the times we were chatting. haha...just dun have the moods to study. we practiced one poa question and then studied mes.but though the mes book is open in front of us, we were talking stuffs that are not related to mes. haha...but it's a fun study session with her! after that went to big bookshop to buy stationary for the exams.haha..the funny thing is we went up there through a back staircase.that's because i dun dare to walk through the main staircase because i was afraid to see my ex-collegues..LOL! what a stupid thing to do... sorry to eileen cos she has to accompany me to climb up the back staircase...hehe! recently, i think i am seriously addicted to playing games. can u imagine a person playing games from 10+pm to 4am in the morning..haha...and that person is me! LOL... i can play msn games with huiyun for these long hours. OMG! what is happening to me?? there is seriously a problem with me but i dunno what is it...hahaha!
"good luck to those taking their exams!! must jiayou worx : )"
9:24 PM
"I have always thought it would be a blessing if each person could be blind and deaf for a few days during his early adult life. Darkness would make him appreciate sight; silence would teach him the joys of sound."
-- Helen Adams Keller
"When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us."
-- Helen Adams Keller
10:36 PM
haha...here to blog again! actually don't plan to blog today one.but then too boring already so just blog ba..nothing happening stuffs happen today! woke up at 12pm this morning and started watching tv.only touched the mes book for about 5 mins and was back to watching tv again...haha...OMG! i just can't concentrate.guess will start studying mes tml ba..but who knows? later the tv attracts me there again.haiz...just hates the exam period!! everytime have to study and study and study..next wed going to have my english oral exam.i am so scare! i dun want to fail again,if not i will be wasting the money that my dad have pay.jus retaking one subject have cost $147!! that's alot man... will be taking the exam at changkat changi secondary school...luckily there is no exam for any modules on that day if not i really dunno what to do(clone myself and so to attend two exams? LOL!) and oh ya..suzanne will also be retaking at the same school...wat a conincidence!! haha...lucky got companion if not i might freak out even before the exams..hahaha!
"Cherish your vision and your dreams as they are the children of your soul; the blueprints of your ultimate achievements"
10:46 PM
yeahhh!!finally today finish autocad test so now left with poa,mes and btc exam...OMG!can't wait for all these papers to end...then i can relax already!haha... so today the autocad test was quite similar as the revision that lecturer have given us before.but then i totally forget that we have to attach the title block on layout 1.so when the lecturer remind us,time is already running out and i only put in the block but nv adjust the drawings.haiz...the title block consist of 10 marks.so guess i will be losing this 10 marks.or maybe just getting some pathetic marks of 1 or 2 for putting the the block in..haha...so after the test,went to do ids project.haha..we are suppose to design a bedroom for kids.but then the room that i design,it just does not look like a bedroom to me and jason was so humorous as to say that my room look like a office.hahah..and the stupid rendering part can really kill me!making me to wait for it to render can really test my patience. i waited for abt 10 mins for one drawing to render finish,making me feel really bored.so took eileen's phone to play games and i even went to the toilet while waiting but when i came back,it's still not finish.just a waste of my time waiting there...hahaha...and yeah!i have finally finish the part on designing the room,so now left with writing up the description and going back to save the floorplan.and so this marks the end of the interior design module..LOL!!
i just feel grateful for all the friends that i have known.they are really a good bunch of friends.brightening up my day in sch everyday!enjoy the days that we spend in school...and also not forgetting the moviefreaks!we share all the joys and funs together...so jus wanna say i cherish all of u...
"I MUST BE CONTENT IN WHAT I HAVE NOW AND NOT BE SO GREEDY AS TO EXPECT MORE IN LIFE!! COS IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO BE CONTENTED EVERYTIME!!"
8:47 PM
what a boring day!haha...today there is no school cos these two weeks will be the exam and study week.so we only have attend school when we have exams.today,wake up at 12pm!guess this is the latest time that i have ever wake up ba.hahaha...nothing special to do but to study for exams.tml will be having autocad test but i dunno how to study.should i revise the book or practice on how to draw those drawings using the autocad software??I REALLY DUNNO LEH!! now listening to tong en's new songs and find it really,really nice.like the first two songs in her album!! yesterday,TH suddenly asked me one question which is 'if u were in danger,who will be the person that u will call?'haha...i have never ever thought of this question.and thinking of it,i really dunno who i will call.will it be the person who means alot to me?or will i just pick any no. that is stored inside my phone?in our heart,of course we will want to call the person that means a lot to us,but then we just dun want to face reality.normally,if people ask us this question,we will normally say maybe friends or family ba..haha...LIFE is just so contradicting!!hahaha...
"I WILL JUST CRY FOR A WHILE AND LET ALL MY MEMORIES FADE AWAY! AFTER CRYING,I WILL WIPE AWAY ALL THE TEARS ON MY OWN!!"--extracted from tong en's song..
3:21 PM
my stomach is bursting..haha...
just now went out to eat steamboats with my family.and i am really,really,really full now..at first,i was so hungry that i ate alot,but then after sometimes,i am forcing all the food inside my mouth.but then really enjoy eating steamboat!having all the hot foods inside my mouth is really so shiok...OMG!am i crazy??LOL!! i really regret not going to watch the fireworks yesterday.haiz...many pple say that it is really nice.arghhhh!! 'regret' is always the word that i see in life.haha...two more days to my autocad test and i have not started revising.shit lah!how am i going to score well..haha...i dun wan to have the feeling of regretting again.i am scare of it already!in my life,the feeling that i always get is to regret.among all the things that i do,most of the time i am regretting.haha...but what can i do? to have a time machine to let me turn back the time and make everything change?NO,SUCH THINGS WILL NOT EXIST!! someone,please make me stop all this dreaming.haha...and also please make my life turn happy.i dun wanna to feel sad all the time!
"THERE ARE NO COLOURS FILLED IN MY LIFE!!"
8:15 PM
Arghhh..stress,stress,stress!!exam weeks are coming and i still have not started my revision.it makes me think back about the time when we have to prepare for 'O' level. it's like the same feeling,having to study the whole books.and i just dun like the day i am having today.just feels like nothing goes well! in the morning, have violin practice and i practice the finger exercise for the whole morning cos i just can't really get it right.and there was this senior which we don't really like.his teaching is so strict!but then i feel quite bad cos i was like showing bad face when he was teaching.i know he wants us to learn the basics in the correct way but then the way he teach is like a tester testing us on our violin skills. so sorry if i really offended him.just wondering if i should give up on violin.haha...but i won't one cos i like the music played by violin.maybe like wat tinghui says "PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT!".so i should keep on practicing to make me improve. so after violin,we have actually planned to go to watch fireworks in the evening.but then received message from two friends that they will not be going and we also feel really tired,so the firework outing is cancelled.haiz....today is the last day and is france style one.feel so wasted not being able to go and watch.but nvm,tinghui will be going so ask her to show me photos can le.haha...guess will have to stay at home later studying.but i doubt that i will be studying cos the tv is attracting me there.hahaha...
"WILL FAIRYTALES STORIES REALLY EXIST IN THIS WORLD??"
3:52 PM
pictures taken at suzanne's house!!
5:46 PM
Tuesday,8 AUG 2006
YOOHOO!
wat a day i am having! i am so tired...but will blog first before going to sleep.it seems like many things have happen today.this morning dun have btc lecture so we were suppose to reach sch at 11 for poa.so i meet eileen for breakfast at 8 and then after eating,we used laptop for a while and then took train to school.we did left early to take train lor but we were still late for the lecture cos dunno why the train was stuck at tanah merah.so we were trapped inside for 30mins.the train jerked until i feel like vomiting lor and so we were late for the test...haha...but luckily we did finish the test on time. and then today, we bring laptop for NOTHING! we were suppose to go download the autodesk software for the ids mini project.but then weiliang told us that no use downloading it cos we also cannot do it at home.HAIZ!so have to bring laptop home again.so tiring lah!having to carry the laptop from tampines to clementi and then bring back again...so after lecture,we planned to go study mes.but then we changed to play pool. i admit that i am not good in playing pool lah..hahaha... and eileen was taking so many pictures of us playing pool.will post some here when i get the pic from her.so after playing pool,went back home for 1 hours and went out again to meet huiyun,shijuan,shuyi and her friend to watch fireworks...and OMG! it's really nice lor...but too bad only have for 15 mins,is so short can...haha...so we planned to go again this fri and sat cos this is the last two days that the fireworks will be showing.YEAH! tml will be public holiday cos is national day.can sleep late again! haha..blog until here for today.go sleep now le! good night!!
"HAPPY 41ST BIRTHDAY,SINGAPORE!!"
12:20 AM
WOOLALA...
YEAH!there is no btc lecture tml which means the btc test tml is postpone to friday.i am so happy!!dun have to stay up late today to study like mad liao.but then thursday still have to study again...haiz!tml will be going to school for only 1 hr to take the poa test.and ya..i still haven study yet!haha...yesterday was listening through a disc that my brother had bought and came to listen to one nice song called 'ugly' by sugarbabes.find the lyrics interesting.
Here goes the lyrics:
When I was 7 they said that I was strange I noticed that my eyes and hair weren't the same I asked my parents if I was okay They said you're more beautiful and that's the way They show that they wish that they had you're smile So my confidence was up for a while I got real comfortable with my own style I knew that they were only jealous 'cos… People are all the same And we only get judged by what we do Personality reflects name And if I'm ugly then so are you, So are you There was a time when I felt like I cared That I was shorter than everyone there People made me feel that life was unfair And I did things that made me ashamed Cos I didn't know my body would change I grew taller than them in more ways But there will always be the one that will say Something bad to make them feel great People are all the same And we only get judged by what we do Personality reflects name And if I'm ugly then so are you, So are you People are all the same And we only get judged by what we do Personality reflects name And if I'm ugly then so are you, So are you Everybody talks bad about somebody and Never realise how it affects somebody and You bet it wont be forgotten Envy is the only thing it could be People are all the same And we only get judged by what we do Personality reflects name And if I'm ugly then so are you, So are you People are all the same And we only get judged by what we do Personality reflects name And if I'm ugly then so are you, So are you
we people are really always judged by the things we do.people dun always want to know who we really are but only see things that they see. this make me really sick and tired of life.why are everything planned like this in life? i just dun understand why alot of people are leading the life that they wants but i am NOT!!
"ARE THINGS REALLY BETTER WHEN WE KNOW NOTHING??"
8:14 PM
YEAH!!
finally today is sunday which is the day that i can relax.haha...but i still have not studied btc and poa.there is an upcoming test on tue which is the day after tml.OMG!and the btc test is to study 7 topics.HOW AM I GOING TO FINISH STUDYING ALL?but this is the the way mrs chui wanna us to prepare for our exams so no choice lor..yesterday was a busy day cos in the morning have to attend violin practice and then in the afternoon,went with huiyun to meet up with shijuan,shuyi and eileen to watch the lake house.the movie was very nice and touching.it is about two person in different years communicating with each other through mail. but then i still dun quite understand the ending part.shijuan told us is because of dunno what memories but then i still dun understand.anyway, shijuan thanks for explaining.and i can't believe that i actually fell asleep during some parts of the movie.it's not because the movie was boring but just because i slept for only about 4 hrs during the previous night.haha..and during the violin practice in the morning,we was told wat songs we will be playing during the family concert.the practice was quite slack cos we keep on talking and we even have our own toilet break.haha...sorry to casilda and yongkang cos they keep on telling us to practice but we did not listen to them.hahaha...later will be going to grandma's house to offer prayer to my grandpa.arghhh! i am really worried for my btc cos i dun think i can finish studying all the topics.just pray hard that i did study the qn that is coming out!heard that there will be fireworks show at marina.i wanna go see!!maybe will be asking the moviefreaks whether they wanna go.okok..going off to my grandma's house now.will blog again after the btc test!
"WAITING SILENTLY FOR YOU EVERYDAY!LIKING YOU MAKES ME HAVE SUCH A SOUR AND SWEET FEELING!"
11:49 AM
it's 1.18am in the morning le..and i am still awake...hahaha..dunno why ever since i enter poly,i have been sleeping late.so yesterday,nothing special happen or should i say nothing special happen everyday.but let's be optimistic lah..haha!in the morning,dun have btc practical,so attended btc lecture which start at 11am.haha...YEAH!! i have finally finish my ITE project and test so that marks the end of ITE module...hahaha...later gonna have violin practice in the morning but dunno i can wake up anot.haha...ok lah...will blog until here.going to sleep le!gdnitez everyone...haha!
"SOMEONE, PLEASE MAKE ME SMILE!"
1:23 AM
pictures taken during last session of sports N wellness
11:45 PM
LIFE IS FULL OF ROLLERCOASTER!!
sometimes life is so unpredictable cos u dun know wat is going to happen to you each day.i just dunno whether i like living anot..sometimes i just feel sick of life but sometimes just find it a miracle for us to be living in this world...hahaha...enough of my crap already...so today will be a busy day cos still have to finish my ITA project(i still have not started yet) and study for the test tml.today attended the last lesson for SnW and CATS...feel quite happy but also a bit sad...gonna miss those friends!for SnW,we played two games and then we took pictures.will upload those pic when i get it from tinghui.and then it was CATS time!i went in late and my grp members have already started constructing the bridge.but i also did not help up much cos i dun understand wat model they are constructing and this is the first time that we were allowed to leave early..so after that went down to wait for tinghui with enoch cos he is also waiting for his friends..he is really a very nice guy and a good leader!!and then went with tinghui and eileen to meet the guys cos they are playing volleyball in school.joined them for a while and we went home..during the train journey back,it was so tiring but there was no place to sit lor..will blog again tml if i have finish my project!
"IT'S A LONG ROAD WHEN YOU FACE THE WORLD ALONE, NO ONE REACHES OUT A HAND FOR YOU TO HOLD BUT YOU CAN FIND LOVE IF YOU SEARCH WITHIN YOURSELF AND THE EMPTINESS YOU FELT WILL DISAPPEAR!!"
4:08 PM
LIFE IS REALLY FULL OF QUESTION MARKS!!
i am so curious about alot of things..just wanna know how humans are feeling.just now suddenly have the feeling that somebody dislikes my presence.but it's okay cos i can't possibly change the mindset of all the people who dislikes me.i also dunno why i have that feeling but maybe i am too sensitive.sometimes really feel tired of living.just find that there is no meaning in life when the things we do everyday are repeatedly the same.and then one day we will be leaving this world!enough of my feelings le lah...so today have lessons from 11 to 5pm..but luckily i dun feel so sleepy now le..and omg,the ids project is really not fun..i tot that we will be decorating rooms which is similar like the game 'the sims',but actually it is not...the project is so hard but just hope that i can pass this mini project to increase my ids grades.the ITA project for access is due this fri and i haven started it yet..i just dun understand what must we do,the instructions given is not clear at all.pray hard that i can just survive through all this project.and there is also an upcoming ITA test this fri and i have not started revising yet.why can't time just slow down??so tml will be having the last lesson for IS.haha..the thinking session is finally over!!but will miss my CATS friends,cos they are really,really kind...not forgetting that time when they accompany me to wait for eileen during one of the project meeting.i am so grateful to them!!will stop blogging here...jus wanna say i am not looking forward to tml or any other days.
"I WANNA SMILE EVERYDAY BUT THEN I AM ALSO A HUMAN WITH FEELINGS! I ALSO FEEL SAD AT TIMES BUT IT'S JUST THAT I DUN WANNA ANYONE TO KNOW, SO THAT'S THE REASON WHY I AM ALWAYS HAPPY WHEN ACTUALLY I AM NOT!!"
9:12 PM
he is going to land...hahaha...
eileen,me n huiyun in the train..
the whole parade!
YEAH!!!
the fireworks..nice rite?
me n huiyun
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I AM SUPER, SUPER TIRED!!
have not been sleeping enough lately..how good would it be if i have a sleeping time for one whole day...then can feel relax again..hahaha!yesterday's lecturer's day was quite fun cos get to see some performances and also get to know how some of the lecturers look like..but for the band performance i tot that the whole group of band will be performing but end up only get to see the trombone performing...but it's okay lah..better than nothing.haha..everything ended quite late at about 9.45pm,and i reached home at 11pm.was so tired that i slept during the whole journey in the train.dunno did i drool anot..hahaha..ytd saw 'him' again and the special feeling is back.hahaha...so today we have lectures for 4hrs and was so sleepy but luckily played bingo with hamizah and eileen so was ok lah...then after that went orchard with eileen,tinghui and ivan...went walking around for a while and then ivan's friend come join us..so we went to taka to eat and then walked around again.was so tired until no mood to shop.walked until around 4+ and went home with eileen taking train.wat a tiring day i am having...
just now talked with TH about something and just find that more hurts comes about in love...why can't there be just a perfect relationship for everyone?why can't everyone just stay happy?maybe everything is planned like this in life..so just live life to the fullest,not caring about whatever is going to happen.but things are easier said than done but then wat can we do??
"U ARE MY SUNSHINE,MY ONLY SUNSHINE!"
9:42 PM
