i am feeling real terrible now! it seems like many things is troubling me and i just feel like crying out loud. i want to look at the bright sides and stay happy but then it is real difficult. 'IT IS REAL,REAL,REAL DIFFICULT!!!' just wondering what is the purpose of living. sometimes, i really want to end my life and let all the miseries end but then it is real impossible cos there are so many things that i cherish will be left behind and i also cannot confirm if there will be no miseries after i die.LOL!! LIFE REALLY SUXS... i don't want to live anymore!! everything just don't go smoothly and i really hate it. people around me are also not feeling so good but just hope everything can change to the better and let's stay happy always: ) tomorrow going to have english oral and i am real scare..so many what if qns are appearing in my brain now.what if the conversation topic they give i don't have much ideas to answer? and what if the picture description i don't know how to describe? and what if i cannot read smoothly for my passage? OMG! there is so many 'what if' appearing but hope that everything will goes well tomorrow.off to sleep now so i will not lose my voice tomorrow.
"MAYBE LIFE IS JUST FATED TO BE LIKE THAT AND BEING WITH YOU IS JUST NOT A PART OF MY LIFE!!"
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