OMG! i am bored to death now. staying at home really have nothing to do except for watching tv. yesterday went out with huiyun,shuyi and shijuan to buy clothes. all of us did bought something back home.haha...i bought two shirts and one shorts and now i am bankrupt already... those three clothes cost me about $50. so today, stayed whole day at home doing nothing and is real bored man...tomorrow going back to school for some BE event. i also dunno what is it about but just hope that it will be fun!
i am just wondering why i am living in this world. it seems like i still have not find my purpose of living yet.i just don't know why i am living in this world and seriously, what am i going to do in the future? i am such a failure! i have been living for 18 years already and now i am still asking myself this question.LOL! just what is happening to me?
i sometimes hate the feelings that you are giving me! it's like i am in the wrong when i am talking with you and you just ended everything with the word 'whatever'. i just hate it and it seems like you don't know that i am hating the way that you reacted. maybe you will feel that it is just nothing but then i am having the feeling that you are not the 'you' that i have known...
"HUMANS THINKINGS ARE JUST SO UNPREDICTABLE! IT'S JUST SO HARD TO KNOW WHAT THEY ARE THINKING AND HOW THEY ARE FEELING TOWARDS YOU..."