i am dying soon!!
back home from chalet. hmm...first day actually nothing much to do.went there then watched tv, played card game 'heart attack' for a while and then went over to bedok sheng siong supermarket to help buy the stuffs for tomorrow's bbq. the trip to sheng siong is so terrible. we took cab there and i was having car sick and then the uncle still go the long way making me feel so nauseous. actually decide to go giant one but then end up change place and the cab driver don't know where is the place and he even asked eileen to help him find the place in the map.LOL!! so funny lah. then tinghui,ivan and jason who was in the other cab, ended up in bedok interchange and tinghui and jason have to take cab again to find us but they was taken to another supermarket and they have to walk quite long to find us. feel quite guilty cos tinghui was having fever and she still have to walk a long distance there. should have take the cab with her. but also no use cos i also don't know which is the actual sheng siong that we are going..LOL!! so after shopping for the bbq stuffs, tinghui, carol, suetni and jason went back to chalet and i took cab with eileen home but in the end, we went to tampines mall to eat mac..haha...so full now!!
OMG! i am feeling totally sian off now..casilda told me that there will be practice also on sat which means that i have to go back school for 3 days. arghhh...i feel like dying now. one thing is i don't know why i am feeling so scare of the instructor when i have not seen him before...wahahaha... is it because i am thinking too much already?? or is it because i have no confidence in me playing well?? arghhhh....have to tell myself to relax more!! hahaha...
haiz...it's so weird when things are working in the opposite way for me. everything is just not working in the right way...why, why, why??
"THE WORDS THAT APPEAR IN MY MIND MOST OF THE TIME IS GUILTY AND REGRET..."
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