i am seriously so disappointed!!
went back to school just now...actually was to reach early to help up with the deco, but ended up chatting all the way cos zhenqi asked her friend down to help. so we just sat there talking and talking. haha...so nice of her friend lah and they knew each other when they were in primary school. OMG! come to think of it, i think i have lost contact with most of my primary school friends already...LOL!! so after that was practice and we met another instructor. she was nice!!
just now was so pissed off but now feeling okay already... i must just admit the fact and don't brood over it anymore. since things are going this way, then just let it be as nothing can be forced to change...but i must say that i am so disappointed. haiz...i just can't believe that this is happening. why, why, why? most of the time, i am the one encountering this types of problems... haiz...hope everything will goes off fine!!
haiz..don't know izzit because just now the mop accidentally touched my leg that i am getting so suay...haha... i think i am too superstitious but at times it is normal to get superstitious...LOL... hope that i am just thinking too much... hahaha...
"IT'S BETTER NOT TO EXPECT SO MUCH AT TIMES AS THE DISAPPOINTMENT GETTING BACK WOULD BE MUCH MORE THAN WHAT YOU HAVE EXPECTED!!"
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cheer up!!
headed kbox with caiting, tinghui, eileen and suetni.haha... fun fun! though there was only the few of us, but we did enjoy ourselves...after singing, met up with hamizah to have our dinner. ate delifrance and was so full... after eating finish, while paying for our bill, ivan came to meet us to go shopping. but eileen and me didn't join in cos i am having camp tml so have to reach home early to pack my bag. haha...but till now my bag is not packed yet. i am just so lazy to pack cos it's like so messy lah...can predict that i will be leaving out something not bringing there. haha...but hope this four days can pass fast fast...i am seriously not looking forward to it at all...haiz!!
lifes are full of ups and downs and i believe that we will be experiencing all these once in a lifetime... so just get all over it and enjoy lifes at all times... wat happen yesterday was just some downs. hope everything will be fine soon! i am not going to waste my energy getting upset over it!!
"GRATEFUL HAVING YOU ALL IN MY LIFE..."
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