i am back from school cos class ended at 12pm today. totally moodless! i also don't know why. this few days i have just been so moodless when in school. so terrible!! moody days hurry pass can. i hate being like this in school cos i am just like showing people attitudes. i don't mean to but it just suddenly shows out. sorry peeps!
anyway, today had econs lecture and tutorial and the lecturer teached us a new topic but i am so sleepy! wednesday is good cos class ended at 12pm but then it starts at 8am. it's so tiring can especially when i reached home at around 11pm yesterday cos got practice. my mind today was surrounded with the word 'sleep'. i can even sleep in bus when my destination is just a few stops away. i need more sleep. the strange thing is in the past, i am not so tired in school even if i sleep at 1+am. but yesterday i slept a little early at 12am but i am feeling extra sleepy today. the strange body system!
yesterday's practice for me was not so good! we practiced the christmas song and it's like so difficult to catch up. the rhythm is quite fast and i dunno how to sight read ar. haiz... so scare now cos the performance is like in a few more weeks from now and i can't really play well!
okok...off to my afternoon nap. i have to sleep if not i am gonna break down! have to start revising for the common test already. i need more motivation to study well!
"THINGS ARE GONNA DISAPPOINT YOU WHEN YOU EXPECT TOO MUCH OF IT!"
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the miserable life!! i hate crying but tears just topple now. it feels so pain when crying but what to do? things are suppose to turn better but then it never. everything just became worst. i hate my life and why am i here? haiz...these irresponsible words are appearing in my mind again. the painful life and the painful me!
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