the true self!
suddenly, i just have no feeling to blog. my mind is so block up that i don't know what to say. haiz! common test is just a few days away and i am still not so prepared. people around me are starting to revise already but i am still thinking that there are many more days for me to revise when actually there is not. arghhh...jiayoujiayou!! the motivation must come.
today was actually quite tiring. in fact, school for me is tiring everyday. haha... today is the last day for this term. after that will be the common test week and then term break. next term when we come back to school, it will be 2007 already. time really pass so fast! a few months back, we have just entered ngee ann poly but now 2006 is gonna end and next term will be the last term that we will have for 1st year. after that, we will be in 2nd year already...woo!! so fast. today, the first two lesson was law and els tutorial. the law tutorial is much relaxed now because we have completed our common test. i think the stressful law tutorial is gonna start next term. but it keep us motivated and practice makes perfect yeah! haha... then we had our lecture! for econs and els, the teacher teached a bit then they said that they will give us tips on the common test. they claim that they were giving us tips but then it is like no difference like that lor. haha... the worst thing was from the els teacher. we thought that he was giving us tips but then in the end, he told us that he also haven see the paper yet. my first reaction was like 'huh, then how u know what questions are coming out'. then he said i also dunno but i am telling u all the important points that are important. eh...so that means there is no tips at all lor. haha...
i really hoped someone could help me in it but there was no one there. it's really scary to do things alone but what to do? it is said that it's better to depend on oneself but then when things are really beyond what u can do, there is really nothing that can be done to change it. or i should just say that i don't dare!
why are things not going smoothly for me? so many things are bothering me! i see many people living their life with no regrets. but me? there is just so many stuffs left undone for me. i have to clear up everything bits by bits. i regretted everything that i am doing in life!
oh mine! people are telling me that i look sad. actually they are true lah. i am really sad these few days. but i am really showing out meh? shit shit! haha... i want to stay happy but it's so hard to achieve especially when.... haha...forget it! i don't wanna say.
woolala... haha...my feeling for blogging is back now! so random ya my feeling. LOL!!
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